Tuesday, December 25, 2012

The new me.


So... It's been a while... And that's because I was in a very dark place. But now I'm back. And I'm eager to live more than ever!!! And that's when inspiration comes. :)

There comes a time in your life when you stop and wonder what led you to this...routine. When that time came for me, I decided that my life was too precious to sit around and wait for miracles. I decided to take matters in my own hands.

I was always a dreamer. I used to dream of impossible places and situations, but never dared to do anything to bring me closer to those dreams coming true. But then, I realized what my life would be 10 years from now if I wouldn't achieve any of these goals. I don't like looking back and regretting things I've never done. Actually regret is the worsts feeling I've ever felt. It's not cool at all. That's why I never wanna feel this way again.

I recently watched Chris Colfer's "Struck by Lightning", best 1 hour, 24 minutes and 5 seconds of my life by the way, and it taught me things I never even thought before. If in fact, if I was in fact struck by a lightning today, I'd have done none of the things I'd like to do before I close my eyes. And that would be such a shame. Actually...that would suck.

I'm not the kind of person who settles for mediocre. I'd be miserable being somebody's wife and mother in a 2nd floor apartment. I've always pictured myself taking walks in great cities like New York, L.A., Paris, or London... That's why I'm gonna get the hell out of this black hole people like to call a country.

"A life without meaning, without drive or focus, without dreams or goals, isn't a life worth living."
- Chris Colfer as Carson Phillips in "Struck by Lightning"
This is my "dreamy sunset".