It's
hard to have feelings that you can never show. It's really tough to
love someone with everything you got, when they know absolutely
nothing about you. You know how they say that there's only one
perfect match for each one of us on this planet? Well, that perfect
match for me is you. You don't know me, you'll probably never know
me. My world is a completely different place than yours. I'm not sad.
But it's unfair. You'll never get to know the things I could give
you, you'll never get to know me. I fool myself by thinking that
maybe someday, I'll somehow reach you, but you're too far away. And
there's only so much I can do. When I close my eyes, when I feel the
need to sing, I want to sing about you. I let the melodies float
through the air and hope that you'll somehow hear my song and
understand, that I was here waiting for you all along.
When
I was a little girl, you used to come in my dreams, my Prince
Charming. I could stay there gazing in your golden eyes for all
eternity, but then the alarm clock would go off and you would fade
away. Every night when I went to sleep, I secretly hoped you'd come
again. And you were always there, whenever I needed you, you always
had the way to scare the bad stuff away. You would sing to me the
most beautiful songs, songs with no particular meaning, with words
that didn't make sense but spoke to my heart. I knew since then, that
you were real and not a fiction of my mind.
I'm
not sad. I told myself a long time ago that I would do anything to
gain a place in your heart. I'm never giving up. I know you're out
there somewhere. I know you're looking for me. But just in case we
never find each other, this letter is for you.
For
the one that never got to know me.
