I had a dream...

So I had a dream last night. It was all I wanted for us, and everything we could never have... You were there, when all was lost, and with just one look you gave me everything. You didn't care about anything else, you just wanted me. And no one was gonna get in our way. You held me in your arms and you admitted everything you were denying for the sake of others. You kissed me, and for the first time I felt your lips joining mine. If only half of this were true. I would be the happiest person in this world.

I guess some things are only meant to exist in people's imagination...

Goodbye.

   I close my eyes... Every memory we made together passes before me. You were always there when I needed comfort, guidance, or just someone to listen. You were my parent, my friend, my protector, my lover. Everything I needed. Everything I ever dreamed of. No measure of time will ever be enough to make me forget all the feelings I have for you. My first love.

   I really knew very little before I loved you. I was another person. You changed me. You made me see things in a different way, a less childish one. I'm sad. But at the same time, I'm happy, too. I know there always will be a part of me in you. And I will always have a part of you, a part that I will treasure until my dying day. Because you made me realise what true love feels like. You loved me and accepted me without asking back. You gave me so much and I will always be grateful. It scares me that I have to go on without you but somehow I know I'll make it. I smile and wish that years from now we'll look back and have all those great memories.

I will always love you. I will always be grateful for all the things you gave me. I will always thank God for you coming into my life.

My one and only First Love.